Guilty Pleasure (Explicit)

A culture shock

To put it in words

You might speak a different language but I see you observe

You have a good soul

And the chemistry is nice

You sugar coat a lot since we off to be exact

Repress a lot of anger and I'm always holding back

But I'm not losing sleep

The memory I keep

Honestly it's not worth my time

I swear not a second

I see you get excited and it gets me kind of frightened

You don't know what you're doing man

You're stepping on my toes

Blindly remind me

What makes you think you can't wait

Everybody lost their mind and their sense of respect

Been nice for too long

Now I feel with regrets

Panic attack f**k I need to breath

Smoke this w**d

Leave the room away from the energy

I'm not you aren't a song

If you and me

And a jealousy never made me feel better

Really

I'm filled with gratitude

Though I'm in tunnel vision

Steady working

Let the meaning happen

When I'm not searching

Just know you destined

And lay it on the table

Not everybody's straight up

But everybody's able

To be

Feel the need to succeed

Holy innocence it's a childhood dream

I know it's not what it seems

But I love a guilty pleasure

Uh a guilty pleasure

You feel the need to succeed

Holy innocence

It's a childhood dream

I know it's not what it seems

But I love a guilty pleasure

That's all I could say

I'm made of glass

I crack fast

I seek your soft skin

The moment that we're in

It's the past

Let's begin

Why pretend

No matter how it ends

Still want you in my life as a friend

F**k it though

I'm better off alone

To be the bigger person is depressing

I don't know

I try to make sense

But why do that

I'd rather black out

Forget it all

As a matter of fact

Uh

Eyes hurt from the flashback

Do it again

Just a recap

I learned a lesson

I have an obsession with the wrong situation

Always thinking I could fix

But so far

No one seems to be convinced

Lost that train of thought

When I was walking off that cliff

Or should I say slipped

Jumped

Or pushed

Is it suicide handbook

Nah let's take a second look

Love to tell you what you shouldn't hear

Dysfunctional and weird

You're soma comfortable

And the point is never clear

The way it's gonna stay

Don't try to perceive

'Cause you're only gonna hate me

Once you understand

Me

Feel the need to succeed

Holy innocence it's a childhood dream

I know it's not what it seems

But I love a guilty pleasure

Uh a guilty pleasure

You feel the need to succeed

Feel the need to succeed

Holy innocence

It's a childhood dream

I know it's not what it seems

But I love a guilty pleasure

That's all I could say

Feel the need to succeed

Holy innocence it's a childhood dream

I know it's not what it seems

But I love a guilty pleasure

Uh a guilty pleasure

You feel the need to succeed

Feel the need to succeed

Holy innocence

It's a childhood dream

I know it's not what it seems