Goodbye Forever

I feel we can't keep going

But its really you that's been down since day one

And still we fight and disagree together

So do I hold you close or just say goodbye forever

In the beginning when God made man

Who would have thought he'd place you in my hands

Someone different so intricate

No instrument could resemble this

Melody that's singing in my ear

The echoes of laughter pain and tears

The wonder years even though we were grown ups

'till Fred got Savage cause Winnie got colder

The fights late nights all up in my face

All up in your face then end up in embrace

I could have end in neck brace

But our love was strong we forgave and moved on

And on and on 'till the break of dawn

Now the vibe is sinking inside its stinging

And that star we wished upon is blinking

Will it shine again or is this the ending

And inside I'm dying but on the outside I mask it

And I know inside I'm crying so why on the outside

I'm laughing

Maybe I can't deal with this deck of cards that I'm holding

One moment shall I fold it

Or go all in and share with you what I win

But why cash in when my chips are low

Is that a queen in my deck or the sips of merlot

With all bets set family and friends invested

Maybe we ate too fast and couldn't digest it

But for that its too late I'm guessing

I know I love you deeply so why are we stressing

“Question” if I love you and that'll remain

But this don't make cents is that enough for change

If my minds stuck is that enough for change

If my minds stuck maybe that's enough

And maybe I'm that guy that thinks too much

Or maybe I'm the same but vocalize that I does

Well I know I'm one that ponders what I cant touch

Fingers on fast-forward wondering if we broke up

Damn and its so nuts

I see you with your future man smiling and laughing

Kind of a cornball stylish with accent

But despite my absence I'm so ecstatic

So happy to see you feeling so well

Inside I'm screaming treat her so well

I never want to see her hurt again

Even if we're never forever or permanent

Under my breath I vent “farewell my friend”

Girl take care and maybe we'll meet again

If not in this lifetime then maybe the next

If not in this lifetime then maybe the next

I feel we can't keep going

But its really you that's been down since day one

And still we fight and disagree together

So do I hold you close or just say goodbye forever