Genesis.

Composed by：Rachel Keen/Marvin Hemmings

Produced by：Rachel Keen/Rodney "Darkchild" Jerkins/Shankar Ravindran p/k/a "shanks"/Tom Richards

They say the 20's are the best years of your life

But I seem to be spending mine missing sunsets

'Cause I'm busy on my phone observing everyone else

How I compare and obsess

Just me my phone and these walls

And I've been sober for some months

But I can feel the demons waiting on my downfall

Since I'm so ugly and irrelevant

I've been losing friends as if I'm tryna get rid of them

I googled why I'm so desperate for validation and sedatives huh

Calling men who don't give a **** about me

Then when my mother called I pretend I'm busy

I'm tryna end up anywhere except from where I been

Curtains closed bed bound amphetamines

Mmm and this devil on my shoulder man I'm tryna shake him off

My ex is on my timeline it's as if he's showing off

My self esteem is Facetune and ring lights

My ego is conquering new heights

I think I need some

Do you need some

Don't we all need some light

I think I need some

I lied I don't think I know I need some

I need some light

Some sweet sunshine

To feel alright

Please let there be light

I see a sad little sinner in the mirror

The devil works hard like my liver

I don't wanna be alive but I don't wanna die

A fistful of pills you're a nobody

Yeah yeah

Yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah

Yeah yeah

Yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah

Bang bang that's depression at the door again

You know he'll beat the door down till you let him in the room

Since you are already acquainted you skip the foreplay

He grips you at the neck as you prepare to be screwed

You try to muster a flare to tell somebody you're sinking

But anxiety is an index finger pressed to your lips

A whiskey bottle it whispers since you're already bitter

A cocktail fit for a quitter

Come here and give me a kiss

I see a sad little sinner in the mirror

The devil works hard like my liver

I don't wanna be alive but I don't wanna die

A fistful of pills and rivers in my eyes

I got nothing left to lose

Dear God in the sky

Hear my cry hear my cry

When it's too dark to see let there be light

Let there be light

Let there be light

Yeah yeah

Yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah

Yeah yeah

Yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah

Yes I edit my pictures to make my waist look slimmer

And make my a**e look bigger so that I'm someone you aspire to

Let me in your algorithm please

I know I'll only be important if I'm someone you would like

Follow share and subscribe to

If you're thirsty like me

Mix some pity with some self-hate

Stir it up then add 12 ounces of rosé

That's how I make the glass half empty and drink it down

Beneath the curse words and the insecurities

Here lies a sorry little soul

And she doesn't even know what to pray for

Still just a heartbroke *****

But I traded the back of the nightclub I did for the bathroom floor

I wish I could call my ex

He would know just what to say

He don't say nothing at all now

It brings a tear to my eye

The only thing I rely on him to do is stay declining my calls now

I see a sad little sinner in the mirror

The devil works hard like my liver

I don't wanna be alive but I don't wanna die

A fistful of pills and rivers in my eyes

I got nothing left to lose

Dear God in the sky

Hear my cry hear my cry

When it's too dark to see let there be light

Let there be light

Let there be light

Little girls that have no self-esteem

A little boy without a father tries to find him in the streets

A girl I used to walk to school with took her life

Now rest in peace

Fake democracy

Killing overseas

Killing ourselves

Suicide

Government lies

Discrimination

Hating ourselves

Why hope

Why keep going

Why try

Why

Genesis 1 verse 3 I'll dry my eyes

The only thing which darkness cannot coexist is the light

I see a sad little sinner in the mirror

The devil works hard like my liver

I don't wanna be alive but I don't wanna die

A fistful of pills and rivers in my eyes

I got nothing left to lose

Dear God in the sky

Hear my cry hear my cry

When it's too dark to see let there be light

Let there be light

Let there be light

Yeah

I want that light Lord

Please

Let there be light

Oh let there be oh

Oh let there be oh

Oh that light

See

I want that light in my house

Oh let there be light

I want that light in my car

Oh let there be light

I want that light in my pain

Oh let there be light

I want that light when it's dark dark dark dark

Oh no let there be oh let there be oh-oh that light

No no no no no let there let there be light

For all the fathers and the teachers

Working hard in the night

For all the builders and the cleaners

I pray let there be light

Oh for all the farmers and the chefs and the train drivers yes

The nurses and the doctors

God bless the NHS

Let the pay rise

Let the pay rise

Oh let there be light light light

For all those overworked and underpaid

And dreams are somewhere out of sight mmm

Let there be light

Single mothers all alone

She's all alone

The baby's crying

And she's crying tears too to her sister on the phone

Bring her comfort bring her peace

I pray Lord yeah yeah yeah

Please

Now that's what I'm talkin' 'bout

Oh let there be

Lord let there be

Don't we all need a little

See I want that

That light in my house

Oh let there be light

I want that light in my car yeah

Oh let there be light

I want that light in my dreams

Light up the dark yes

Light up the dark Lord

Let there be light Lord