Forever Falling

Never needed a hand up I did it all alone

With no dad to make a man of me

I did it on my own

A victim a condition now

I'm conditioned for the cold

Even though I know what's missing

There's no filling in this home

Escaped it a whole leap of problems

isolating instead of facing

I always attract the women who think that I need saving

Even though I'm the only person I can put any faith in

Face it I'm jaded and happily so

What would I have to hold it if I let all the anarchy go

I can't take the praise I just climb up and choke

Just know I better deal with hatred and handle it so

My back's against the wall there's nowhere else to go

And I can't hear you calling

Who's gonna catch me when I fall

Who's gonna) Catch me when I fall

And I'm forever falling

Who's gonna catch me when I fall

See what I got in this world So how come

I can't sleep without poppin a pill now

Felt it come back up but I'm still down - just back

To convincing myself that I'm ill now

See with me the stress manifests physically

Still in me is this fear of happiness and its killing me

I can't control it yet I worry about thing

S that are out of my control and I'm folded

I ain't never letting this introvert out in a lonely home

That could have been his and her house

But I ain't in the mood to have any visitors round

So I hide away my curtains have been drawn

So long I couldn't tell you if its night or day

So how I feel is the only way that I can hide the pain

People try and help but I shy away

But a problem shared is a problem halved

But I care for you too much to make this problem ours

Who knows where this problem starts

Come on Steve get to manning up

Scared ain't something that I'm man enough to be

Or even you get be

How am I meant to handle what I'm seeing

When they just found my daddy hanging from a tree

My back against the wall there's nowhere else to go

I can't hear you calling

Who's gonna catch me when I fall

Catch me when I fall

And I'm forever falling

Who's gonna catch me when I fall

Trying to find myself

I don't know where to go from here

Losing my strength

So save me again

My back against the wall there's nowhere else to go

I can't hear you calling

Who's gonna catch me when I fall

Catch me when I fall

And I'm forever falling

Who's gonna catch me when I fall

So save me again

My back against the wall there's nowhere else to go

I can't hear you calling

Who's gonna catch me when I fall

Catch me when I fall

And I'm forever falling

Who's gonna catch me when I fall