Fever Dreams

Sinking into my awareness

Realizing what's been done

I've taken a life and mine for granted

Neither planned or in passion

Riddled with guilt and crazy panic

My body tells my mind to run

Into the forest towards the mother

Though I've destroyed her favorite son

All the things I should have done

All the things I should have done

Execution style in the courtyard

Where everyone awake can witness

The cowardly shot into the temple

All because I lost my temper

Burn the evidence flee the scene

Always keep those fingers clean

Devil eyes stare into mine

They say there is no place I can hide

Now I must compare the consequence

End my life or just confess

I won't last a minute in confinement

Either way I'm going to hell

All the things I should've done

All the things I should have done

Either way I'm going to hell

Either way I'm going to hell

All my life

Passing

Before my eyes

All the time

I was awake

You were alive and just arriving

I couldn't see your eyes

All that is love is ever lasting

I didn't realize

I was awake