Father

I swear to tell the truth and nothin but the truth

So help me god

I just felt like tellin the story of my life

Felt like maybe somebody could be inspired you know

We all feel pain we all go through things

But its time to overcome all that

Verse one：ll cool j

If your plane crashed in the water and everybody died

Would you drown on purpose or try to survive

I was born handicapped my arm wouldn't move

They called me a cripple pops caught an attitude

Beat my moms smoked lye drove trucks

My moms had a miscarriage he didn't give a *****

He sniffed some coke come home

Beat up on my moms cause she's talkin on the phone

Come on

ll cool j and singers

All I ever wanted

All I ever wanted

All I ever needed

All I ever needed

Was a father

Was a father

That's all

That's all

All I ever wanted

All I ever wanted

All I ever needed

All I ever needed was a father

Was a father

Verse two：ll cool j

Moms got tired of the beatings said yo we got to go

Packed up her bags we bounced out the do

She said I ain't takin these whippins no mo

I wanna live to see my little todd grow

I remember tear drops on my pops face

Lookin down at me standin on the staircase

Handsome brother with a smooth goatee

Makes me wonder why he act so ugly you feelin me

I'm feelin you

Verse three：ll cool j

My pops got drunk when me and my moms bounced

Swigged some jack dan sniffed up a ounce

Grabbed the shotty left long isle for queens

Possesed by a demon a devil it seemed

I was too young to understand the risk

When your moms come home off the midnight shift

She turned around heard the shotgun click

My pops said you think that you could leave me

He blasted my moms in the back

She fell down screamin I can't forget that

My grandfather tried to close the do

He got shot ten times in the stomach yo for real

Verse four：ll cool j

My head was spinnin I had never seen blood

Four years old this don't feel like love

Anyway pops dissapeared

Grandpops and moms healed up over the years

This therapist got up in her head

Led her to believe without him shed be dead

You know they fell in love with one another

Everything seemed right that's word to mother

Until I started gettin beatings everday

Sometimes for going outside to play

Late at night on my knees Id pray

A young child wishin the pain would go away

Dad where was you when he made me strip

Beat with belts like a slave with a whip

Kicked me down steps outside in the snow

Punched me in the chest stomped me out on the flo

That's just the tip of the iceberg look

Its too long for a song but perfect for a book

Word is bond that's real baby