Falling

This is my first confession my father its

So hard spilling my heart like gaza strip

So far im scarred like its part of my skin

Its carved in by anger my cardanal sin

My heart large as a lion

The stingers barb had to hit steve now i believe im dyin

I need your guidance need the light thats whiter

The the silas needing your vibrance

To silence the violent voices the poison

Avoid the poison the paranoid choices destroying

The gift of life that you gave me

Maybe a kiss goodnight from your lady the meaning of life

Then why woould you make a world when you scream help they hide

Know why cause lifes a b**ch and im still here gotta thank god for it

But im falling what else can i say im fadin away

Im fading away im fading away

Im falling what else can i say im fadin away

Im fading away im fading away

Its been two years since the last time we spoke

I broke the codes of the cannon law you wrote

The stone carved commandments

Feels outlandish live by the laws or vanish

Banished to pandoras box

If im real sorry and branish a cross am i lost

For my life time yeah you watch as a witness

Done some real dumb drunk sh*t need your forgiveness

A sickness its self inflicted my world revolved around girls

An egyptian curse an addiction swimming in sex

Ma said show women the respect they deserve

Six six six isnt fiction either listen or your existace will burn

Or the tables will turn on you

Those ladies are humans too you abused that

And i knew did it for amusement

Now its on my back like a baboon grooming

Assuming your losing your patience

If i regain your grace will i hav a place in ur kingdom

Or am i facing extinction the day where the human race starts sinking

Is near pardon my heart almighty

Just another part of society im sorry

Yeah i lied and i stole from thy neighbour

Fornicated way yeah i played up

I havent made a sunday mass since twelve

Will i ever leave this world

Yeah i lied and i stole from thy neighbour

Fornicated way yeah i played up

My behaviour is blasphemy

Will it all come back to me we'll jus to wait n see

But im falling what else can i say im fadin away

Im fading away im fading away

Im falling what else can i say im fadin away

Im fading away im fading away