Fallin

I swear I've been here before there's a war in my heart

Inside my chest is a thorn it's been torn from the start

The picture painted is warped the hearts aching and scarred

Music's the band aid I'm too afraid to take this sh*t off

Another drink at the bar but I'm not drunk enough

Each shot burns less but the chest isn't numbin up

A voice keeps talkin' in my head and I'm a f**k him up

Fill the gun with lead and bust until the pump shuts him up

Emos and rockers and rockers and emos another

Shot of some vodka to get myself up off of my ego

There's a door to my conscious I can't unlock it or see the peephole

This angel held my baggage and then vanished like where did she go

I was beside her but I was walking by myself though

Break the silence with my cell phone it doesn't help though

I can't believe this is happening sinking into depression

I've been here before and now I'm back again

I keep fallin I keep fallin I keep fallin down the rain

Keeps pourin keeps pourin I don't know if I can get up today

Keep fallin I keep fallin fallin down the rain

Keeps pourin keeps pourin I don't know if I can get up today

6 am hung over leaving my booty call watch the sunrise

Head over i5 headed north but there's no sign of sunshine

Empty brandy bottles spilled on the forgotten memories

Know I gotta let it go I'm just to selfish to set it free

Like forced release two hours later I just got up and bounced

If she could only see me now head lost swallowed and drowned

The path is up but I followed it down

A man gone and hollowed out because you opened it up

You can't start over now

What's to keep going for

Validated by drunken whores bloody knuckles so numb and sore from punching these rusty doors

Freeway signs underpasses man stranded dusty mattress

This world is bipolar beautiful for some for others the f**kin' saddest

So sick of lugging baggage

All I got is *** and alcohol and these cuts of passion

Brain serenade razor blade punk madness

Pain is love plug the drain but the rain keeps crashing like

I keep fallin I keep fallin I keep fallin down the rain

Keeps pourin keeps pourin I don't know if I can get up today

Keep fallin I keep fallin fallin down the rain

Keeps pourin keeps pourin I don't know if I can get up today