Even Now

Even now when there's someone else who cares

When there's someone home who's waiting just for me

Even now I think about you as I'm climbin' up the stairs

And I wonder what to do so she won't see

That even now when I know it wasn't right

And I've found a better life than what we had

Even now I wake up cryin' in the middle of the night

And I can't believe it still could hurt so bad

Even now when I have come so far

I wonder where you are

I wonder why it's still so hard without you

Even now when I come shining through

I swear I think of you

And how I wish you knew

Even now

Even now when I never hear your name

And the world has changed so much since you've been gone

Even now I still remember and the feeling's still the same

And this pain inside of me goes on and on

Even now

Even now when I have come so far

I wonder where you are

I wonder why it's still so hard without you

Even now when I come shinin' through

I swear I think of you and god

I wish you knew

Somehow

Even now