Engine

My quest is simple

A desire I'm trying to feed

Ever since aware of myself

Consciousness just being there to bleed

Eyesore for others

Since the day I was born

I feel the guilt for being me

I feel the shame for being bron

I feel the engine

I've already begun to feel dead

If not for the people that surround

I would drift away or fall apart

Dissolve my being without a sound

The engine the core the focus of my world

Occupying fueling uncoupling my two selfs to be heard

I know nobody

I'm known by none

Non being

Nothing to anyone

I have no passions

I have no friends

I need the engine

To repent

My only sin

To repent my only sin

To

Repent

To

Repent

I'm only me

The body

The engine

Tear down by

Dismantle my inner structure

Destroy the shell that contains my soul

My soul

Become the engine