Enemy (Explicit)

I want to chase my dreams

But you just punish me

I lost myself inside the lies and wicked ways

I'm starting to believe

You'll be the death of me

But all I see is the reflection of the enemy

I think I've lost my way

Because I got nowhere to run

And nowhere to hide

I'm running from the enemy inside

I'll fight for my life

Because I want to survive

It's not the TV screen

It's not my family

I'd still be damage even if I grew up perfectly

It's something deep inside

Something I can't explain

It's like I've got a disease without a f**king name

I think I've lost my way

Because I got nowhere to run

And nowhere to hide

I'm running from the enemy inside

I'll fight for my life

And try to survive

I got to face the enemy inside

I'm crying for help

I'm living a lie

I'll do anything just to stay alive

I can't take it anymore

Can't fake it anymore

I swear I'll give up my fears

And I can't take it anymore

Can't fake it anymore

I swear I'll give up my fears

Because I got nowhere to run

And nowhere to hide

I'm running from the enemy inside

I'll fight for my life

And try to survive

I got to face the enemy inside

This is the end of me

The end of me

This is the end of me

I am the enemy