DOPAMINE (Explicit)

Oh oh oh I know exactly what I've been through been through

I know exactly where to go go

I must be some sort of an issue issue

Cause I just can't seem to be hold

What I've been going through is miss you miss you

I know exactly who I am

While I've been going through the issues issues

I know it's all part of the plan part of the plan

I'm losing everything that's close to me

I know exactly why it is

I need another shot of dopamine

Dopamine inside my head

So I can do that s**t again

I start to heal I start to mend

I always f**k up s**t again and again and again

Again and again and again again

I keep repeating all my issues

Said that I won't do it again

The only one I ever miss you is me

Come on it's not time to

What what what what

Not time to pretend

Not time to pretend

My all that I seems like can't defend

I left so many fake friends

What if it's all part of the plan

Oh yeah I'm losing everything that's close to me

Know now exactly what it is yeah yeah yeah

I trained all of my fucking dopamine dopamine

It's time to heal myself again

I was so close getting my head f**k I'll do this s**t again

f**k it I'll do this s**t again

I guess I'm mad it was supposed to be supposed to be

Losing anything close to me

I need another shot of dopamine dopamine

f**k it I'll do this s**t again

Riding my wheels down to the end the end

Sometimes I only can pretend I only can pretend

f**k it I'll do that s**t again and again and again

Again and again and again again

Wanted to help the ones around me around me

But now I notice what it is

For the first time I'm sleeping soundly soundly

I think it's all part of the plan

Not hurting everyone who's close to me

I know exactly what it is exactly what it is

I need another shot of dopamine

I see it slipping through my hands

Oh yeah I need another shot of dopamine in my ear

Hit me and make me who I

Was but not who I am not who I am

Is it too late to change

Guess I'm not part of your plan no more