Disconnect

These things which I so often wonder

This need to create myself

Frustration forgotten through slumber

It's there when I wake

Defeated before I rise

I'd pull myself out of his mire

If I could collect my strength

Or muster an ounce of desire

Finding the words and making them mine

Is there somewhere

I could seperate this feeling from memory

Disconnect myself from me

Desire inside to mistreat you

It pushes words out of my mouth

This cyclical pattern I feed you

The back and forth and up and down

But still here you are

Is there somewhere

I could seperate this feeling from memory

Disconnect myself from me

Behind this veil of pious revelation

I'll close my eyes and look for worth inside

I don't deserve you

Relinquishing hope for the future

I try not to hate it so

But you are a bridge to those memories

I try to forget if you only knew

Is there somewhere

I could seperate this feeling from memory

Disconnect myself from me

Behind this veil of pious revelation

I'll close my eyes and look for worth inside

Is there somewhere to occupy emotion

A room to keep my rage away from you

Just tell me when these hopeless days are over

I'll open my eyes and see my new sun rise

I don't deserve this