Different (Single Version)

When I look you in the eyes

Something deep inside me dies

'cause I know you won't get better better better

You'd rather be right done with love

The only thing I understood

Nothing's ever good enough

I stumble through the words as they're leaving me

Tremble at the side of Your Majesty

And I cut myself just to get them out

This time I'll be different I promise you

This time I'll be special you know I will

Just don't leave with me in your eyes

This time I'll be better I want you to know

This time I'll be special oh God make it so

Just don't leave with me in your eyes your eyes your eyes

You took my youth you took my health

And if you're not here I find myself

You're supposed to make this better better better

No self-control and no reason why

If I don't change then we both die

This is it for you and I

Blisters at the end of my fingertips

Praying to a god I don't think exist

Will you listen now

Can you forgive me somehow

This time I'll be different I promise you

This time I'll be special you know I will

Just don't leave with me in your eyes

This time I'll be better I want you to know

This time I'll be special oh God make it so

Just don't leave with me in your eyes your eyes your eyes

Closer now to the end

If love was the answer

Then what was the question

Closer now let's pretend

We've never been out here before

This time I'll be different I promise you

This time I'll be special you know I will

Just don't leave with me in your eyes

This time I'll be better I want you to know

This time I'll be special oh God make it so

Just don't leave with me in your eyes your eyes your eyes