Descend

Sitting back I only wish

Today will turn out fine

And wash away the stain

The poison in my eyes

What do you recommend

I feel my life descending

I'm falling out of reach

Catch me as I bleed

Again

I'm not insane

Can't reach the pain

If I could be all by myself

I could be me

If you could see live with my pain

The thoughts that I keep

I hate the way they are

Their patronising thoughts

Tried to get inside my head

Ask the question I have read

But one thing makes it hard

Feel so fragile as I cry

So confused yet so alive

So abused the system lied

You lied to me

Alone alone

Hands appeared around my neck

Felt so hard to breathe I stared

As my focus turned to haze

I could see them

I could be free