Death Dance (Explicit)

I never thought I'd be so mean

Never thought I'd be alone at nineteen

All the sounds are in my head again head again

And all the thoughts are running through my brain and out the door

Rather be dumb than sane rather be numb than in pain

But you can see all the things I'm going through

Rather be dumb than sane rather be numb than in pain

But you can see all the s**t I'm going through

No no no no no no I hide my pain inside

No no no no no no I bleed to feel alive

Oh oh oh oh oh oh I am dead inside

Nah nah nah makes it hard to survive

No you can't find my reasons no you can't find my pain

We all got lost in Jesus but he can't take away my pain

I'm looking for something more

So take me away from out the door

Now I'm looking for you outside to say

No no no no no no I hide my pain inside

No no no no no no we bleed to feel alive

Oh oh oh oh oh oh I am dead inside

Nah nah nah

No I can't take it

All of these memories

I can't fake it

I'm trying but I am dying

I just want to

All just be myself

I have tried to but now I am someone else

No no no no no no so please be kind

No no no no no no I'm losing my mind

No no no no no no I'm really not fine

Oh no I'm really not fine

We live in an age where s*x and horrors are Gods

We live in an age where all our bodies are flawed

We live in an age where s*x and horrors are Gods

We live in an age

We live in an age

We live in an age where s*x and horrors are Gods

We live in an age where all our bodies are flawed

We live in an age where all our bodies are flawed

Are flawed

No I can't take it

All of these memories

I can't fake it

I'm trying but I am dying

I just want to

All just be myself

I have tried to but now I am someone else