Dear Marco (Explicit)

Lyrics by：Phora

Composed by：Phora

Produced by：Drecyy

Oh I wanna do it again

Yeah I feel like running again

Oh I wanna do it again

Yeah

As I put my pen to this page there's someone in my mind

The younger me the broken me the one I left behind

Look inside these words you see the truth I try to hide

This is what I tell myself if I could press rewind

People gonna laugh at you simply 'cause the pain that you show

But things happen as a kid to you the only we know

Promise to never let go

Listen

Wherever you go

I look at you and wish I had your strength

I'm not even close

Look

I see me as God's child

They see me as problem child

Lucky I'm a better person

I be blowing all you down

Trust me where I'm from it's not hard to find clips with thirty rounds

Rather be in magazines here for family still around

Just a kid with dreams and hitting big stages

Going wild no one saw your potential

All they had for you is doubts

Sometimes I just feel like an item at the lost and found

I've been so depressed but dog

All I could do is write it down

Oh I wanna do it again

Yeah I feel like running again

Done dirty by your family

All you had was your fans

They cried your words back to you

Said you know who I am

They said that your music saved them

No one else gave a damn

And that's the only thing that ever made you feel like a man

Look

Every handshake

Every hug

Every tear that shed

Every kid said your words pulled them back from the edge

Ain't about the charts or what you got or the things you flex

It's about the ones who find life in pain that you reflect

Hunger in the pain from just touching the stage once

You can have the fame

Just remember where you came from

Tattooed your lyrics on their body

Those are day-ones

Drove two hundred miles to tell you that you saved them

Remember

Oh I wanna do it again

Yeah I feel like running again

Yeah

Pops hardly around

You just a distant son

I'm glad you never pulled your trigger finger on that gun

I promise that one day you'll find the girl you love

If I could've told you one thing please don't take them drugs

You'll lose yourself a couple times before you learn to trust

You'll lose some friends along the way

Sometimes you feel too much

You'll build a name but watch how fast they try to tear it up

You fall in love then realize forever turns to dust

I know you somewhere right now

Second-guessing all your friends

You gonna try to cut them off

That's not where the problem ends

Law suits accusations all the smiles were all pretend

But trust me if I had to go back I'd do it all again

The stress and pain in trying to make your moms proud

You won't believe if I told you who plays your songs now

Look

We made it but trust me this life will not be perfect

But you gonna build and rebuild yourself when it falls down

Broken child wanna go back in time and hug you

Remember you can rebuild that kid that you once knew

And I can always be the person you run to

Most importantly wanna say Marco I love you

Yours truly

Oh I wanna do it again

Yeah I feel like running again

Oh I wanna do it again

Yeah I feel like running again

Oh I wanna do it again

Yeah I feel