Crying Out for Help (Explicit)

I'm starring at your pillow and I'm wide awake

I never even listened to you why'd you stay

I'm always on a mission and it slides away

I think I just unbalanced the seesaw

Crying out for help just happy I'm living

Crying out for help decisions decisions

Crying out for help

And no one ever listens to me

I'm a victim run off the richter scale

I invented to make myself feel better

About waving my crown

Laying me down when I'm down when I'm down

I'm a victim run off the richter scale

I invented to make myself feel better

About waving my crown

Laying me down

When I'm down when I'm down

When I'm down

I tried to make you smile in a lousy way

I find it hard to see you like a cloudy day

No f**king excuses for the way I behave

I never seem to finish the jigsaw

I'm crying out for help just happy I'm living

I'm crying out for help decisions decisions

I'm crying out for help

And no one ever listens to me

I'm a victim run off the richter scale

I invented to make myself feel better

About waving my crown

Laying me down when I'm down when I'm down

I'm a victim run off the richter scale

I invented to make myself feel better

About waving my crown

Laying me down when I'm down when I'm down

When I'm down

Woo him back was heading down the same road

Something's changed though

Everybody whispers something they know

I've been crying over the rainbow

And my cheese got the same glow

And my voice got my same tone

Bind to define happiness

Happy not happiness

Back to the same old same old same old

And I lust success but identify success in love

Obsess in luxuries and her tend to touch

I just surrender to ***

I'm just a half empty mug

And no one ever listens to me

I'm a victim run off the richter scale

I invented to make myself feel better

About waving my crown

Lying me down when I'm down when I'm down

I'm a victim run off the richter scale

I invented to make myself feel better

About waving my crown

Lying me down when I'm down when I'm down

When I'm down