Cosmic

I wanted to write a song called 'cosmic'

I wanted to get a view of the earth

I wanted to be a lonesome cowboy

I wanted to love you till it hurt

I wanted the right to misbehave

To say she ain't my crave

I put these things aside for years

'Til laughter took the place of tears

It's like I was asleep yet now I'm here

I'm here

I wanted to take your place just sometimes

To know the things you know

And why you did the things you do

To say 'no' one time and believe it

Oh I wanted so much but only needed you

Wasn't it just my choice to make

The bed in which I lay

I put these things aside for years

'Til laughter took the place of tears

It's like I was asleep yet now I'm here

I'm here

I wanted to be able to talk

Without the interruption

I wanted to sing exotic words

I wanted to find a way to put

The end to all of my destruction

I wanted to re-know what I was worth

But wasn't it just my choice to make

The bed in which I lay

I put these things aside for years

'Til laughter took the place of tears

It's like I was asleep yet now I'm here

I'm here

I'm here it's cosmic