Confusing Happiness

I had to break the code

Go mad

I tried

To make a soul

From scratch

If I could dream you in meticulous detail

Would you ever come alive

Would you ever come alive

I'll dedicate my days and 14 of my nights

Will you ever come alive

Will you ever come alive

I want this

A confusing happiness

Never knowing what comes next

I want this

All the agony and bliss

From confusing happiness

The dawn no birds around

Reborn without a sound

Oh no

The fire drowned

If I could dream you in meticulous detail

Would you ever come alive

Would you ever come alive

Since I began

It's taken two years in this hell

Will you ever come alive

Will you ever come alive

I want this

A confusing happiness

Never knowing what comes next

I want this

All the agony and bliss

From confusing happiness

If I could dream you up)

If I could dream you up)

If I could dream you in meticulous detail

Would you ever come alive

Would you ever come alive

I dedicate my body and my conscious mind

Will you ever come alive

Will you ever come alive

I want this

A confusing happiness

Never knowing what comes next

I want this

All the agony and bliss

From confusing happiness