Conflicted

Written by：Ka

These were known as samurai

Always been conflicted

Always been conflicted

I strained to obtain so I could give more

Most dangerous when there was nothin' to live for

For that fetti bag ready to let the six pour

Was on nuttin' long enough need a big score

The harmony dreamin' had me constantly schemin'

Rarely peace and barely a beast armed like a demon

Singin' tough upbringin' swore it was the hardest

A lot of years starvin' before I was a artist

When bringin' tomorrow the sorrow plus the hurt

Finally eatin' reapin' it's just dessert

It's just so trust my work from dusk to dirt

Committed rhymes if you give it time much is learned

Firm dense but earn strength with a young store

Brought hammers to grammar school hence the gun talk

The coke drought made it a cesspool

What they ail is steel need a fresh jewel

Enthralled in crime not more but nah less cruel

Attractive street where active eat the less drool

I speak brass tacks to my last acts

My gift might be missed if mixed with trash raps

The nights whole slice your loaf if you ain't breakin' bread

Some hate wait and beg we take instead

Mommy told me be a good boy

Need you alive please survive you my hood joy

Pops told me stay strapped son

You need the shotty be a body or catch one

Always been conflicted

Always been conflicted

Always been conflicted

Always been conflicted

Where you from during what years

You from the slum where you was upstairs

What you seen what you been through

Where your team what your men do

In over your head who gon' defend you

Who gon' defend you

Demonstrative get you popped where the monsters live

Your people pay for your mistakes hope they comp' your wiz

From honor I don't speak drama I don't know about

I hold the pen ain't goin' know how it was going out

Not blessed divine want to live good the rest are mine

Fly rewards for my recordings don't stress the shine

Wrote the screenplay direct and set design

They writin' deadlines I ain't pressed for time

That haste makes waste you saunder and slip

But I find when formin' a script let's ponder a bit

Mommy told me be a good boy

Need you alive please survive you my hood joy

Pops told me stay strapped son

You need the shotty be a body or catch one

Always been conflicted

Always been conflicted

Always been conflicted

Always been conflicted

Always been conflicted

I got my good from mom duke

I got my math from pop duke for real

Conflicted

Always been conflicted