Composure

Losing balance as I weigh out my options

It's an everyday morning routine

Through every hazy memory

At any second you can recount the climax

Not as vivid as it used to be

Through every hazy memory

The walls were built so high

But couldn't keep their words out

The shelter they provide

Only houses self doubt

I'm reclaiming my composure

Lately I've been smiling pretend to be stable

Been avoiding conversation

But lately I've been smiling pretend to be stable

Life's unfolding like the plot of a movie

Not the version that everyone sees

My dreams laid out in front of me

Like dreams laid out in front of me

I never told anyone but the truth is I see

The shadow hanging over me

The walls were built so high

But couldn't keep their words out

The shelter they provide

Only houses self doubt

I'm reclaiming my composure

Lately I've been smiling pretend to be stable

Been avoiding conversation

But lately I've been smiling pretend to be stable

The walls were built so high

But couldn't keep their words out

The shelter they provide

Only houses self doubt

I'm reclaiming my composure

Lately I've been smiling pretend to be stable

Been avoiding conversation

But lately I've been smiling pretend to be stable