Complicated

Over the room you are my puzzling creature

Through the smoke of the room

My dark and delicate creature

The sensuous way that your hair

Curves round the cusp of your ear

Is something complicated

So complicated for me

Here in your room I have learned to be tender

It's too much to take in

To study and try to remember

The shape that make in your dress

The colour and taste of your breasts

Is something complicated

Too complicated for me

Intimacy never came easy for me

I so longed to be close

But it never came easy to me

I'm ashamed to undress if I know you are watching me

I could never express these contradictions that complicate me