brutal (Explicit)

Lyrics by：Daniel Nigro/Olivia Rodrigo

Composed by：Daniel Nigro/Olivia Rodrigo

I want it to be like messy

I'm so insecure I think

That I'll die before I drink

And I'm so caught up in the news

Of who likes me and who hates you

And I'm so tired that I might

Quit my job start a new life

And they'd all be so disappointed

'Cause who am I if not exploited

And I'm so sick of seventeen

Where's my f**king teenage dream

If someone tells me one more time

"Enjoy your youth" I'm gonna cry

And I don't stick up for myself

I'm anxious and nothing can help

And I wish I'd done this before

And I wish people liked me more

All I did was try my best

This the kinda thanks I get

Unrelentlessly upset

Uh oh

They say these are the golden years

But I wish I could disappear

Ego crush is so severe

God it's brutal out here

I feel like no one wants me

And I hate the way I'm perceived

I only have two real friends

And lately I'm a nervous wreck

'Cause I love people I don't like

And I hate every song I write

And I'm not cool and I'm not smart

And I can't even parallel park

All I did was try my best

This the kinda thanks I get

Unrelentlessly upset

Uh oh

They say these are the golden years

But I wish I could disappear

Ego crush is so severe

God it's brutal out here

She's having a really good time

Got a broken ego broken heart

And God I don't even know where to start