Broken Thoughts

Since I pushed you away

I've been on the road to destruction

Fast life total reduction

Should've slowed down when I had a chance

I looked up track when I had a glance

When the bills and the board be paying

I can't hear what nobody saying

A man who lived on my own

I feel trapped how I live on my phone

She asked me if I cheat and I did

I said no though I couldn't admit

For what you don't know it don't hurt you

You could've start travelling around the crib

Guess sunday seen like a rip star

Thinking would he have a present did

Keep my feet on the ground

I don't wanna read through what I just found

Wondering where the love's went

She kept me on arms length

Wondering where the smiles were

Keepin tempted to dial her

Having done something wrong to make up

Think that I was a heart breaker

I tried to look at life with new rules

These are my broken thoughts

I move burning bitches

Learning limits back to go past them

She knows I don't wanna argue

But I say pardon

Now she walks into the garden

Now it's a silent treatment

Feels worse than violent treatment

When will it end

I text her phone when will it send

This pending iphone please stop pending

Then I realize that we have to stress

She needs to clear her head

Even the bedroom's messy

She needs to clear her bed

I need to chew my beans in her breath

Catch her good life in the scene

She always said I don't understand her

Cause my life is a dream

I see what she wonders

Wondering where the love's went

She kept me on arms length

Wondering where the smiles were

Keepin tempted to dial her

Having done something wrong to make up

Think that I was a heart breaker

I tried to look at life with new rules

These are my broken thoughts

At first I used to make her laugh

She was laughing

The laugh went out the window

We used to go at the restaurants regular

And now we go better too

I'm saying like what went wrong there

Really though

Wondering where the love's went

She kept me on arms length

Wondering where the smiles were

Keepin tempted to dial her

Having done something wrong to make up

Think that I was a heart breaker

I tried to look at life with new rules

These are my broken thoughts