Border

Lyrics by：Kehlani Parrish/Jack Rochon/Khy Wilson/Morgan Belanger

Produced by：Jack Rochon

You could be an angel babe

And I wouldn't know it I wouldn't give a damn no way

Life has been passin' by passin' me up

And I'm holdin' on for what it's worth

'Cause all I got is me and my faith my faith

That I fall hard fought to keep down

And it's takin' me far from grounded

But it means somethin' that you're proud

'Cause I fight to stay way too many days

And I drag my feet through too many waves

Bigger than I can swim

Then I start again

Let's leave California

Maybe I need to cross a border

Away from my demons and disorders

Nothin' could catch us if we're runnin' forward

And maybe everyone here would call me crazy

And then you'd tell 'em it's the borderline

No one can catch me if I'm runnin' forward

And my exes wanna see me in a padded room

But I think I need nature and a Valium

You saw past my outbursts and my attitude

So I ain't mad at you I still ain't mad at you

And if they lock me up would you come visit

And if they make me stay would you consider stayin'

And waitin' outside have you made up your mind

I'm medicated this time

'Cause I fight to stay way too many days

And I drag my feet through too many waves

Bigger than I can swim

Then I start again

Let's leave California

Maybe I need to cross a border

Away from my demons and disorders

Nothin' could catch us if we're runnin' forward

And maybe everyone here would call me crazy

And then you'd tell 'em it's the borderline

I left to take care of myself

You don't ******* understand me bro it's excruciating it's excruciating

But you do not get to lie don't lie

You do not get to turn don't make it up I'm so tired

The thing that saved my life and something that I did not do

I'm not crazy saved me I'm so tired

From myself and my explanation for what's been wrong with me my entire life

You do not get to turn that into something for you to use