Believe (Explicit)

I can't believe

That when I breathe

There's something good inside of me

Just one good thing inside

So close to me

That memory

Of that one good thing inside of me

Just one good thing inside of me

If I went out the back door nobody would stop me

But where would I go

Cause I ain't never had a real home

So what do I know

So I could keep running hiding till they find me

But what would that do

If they could only know what I knew

What would it prove

I should've seen the writing on the wall

Instead I'm left to fall

Cause the longer I'm away

The more we stay the same

Looking back where I thought I knew it all

Instead I'm left to fall

Did I throw it all away

I can't believe

That when I breathe

There's something good inside of me

Just one good thing inside

So close to me

That memory

Of that one good thing inside of me

Just one good thing inside of me

Don't you know little boy they'll lay you to waste man

Little do they know every song is a life span

Haven't taken one but I'm taking my last chance

To hold all we know and let go with both hands

Oh don't you know that clouds are made from concrete

Right through the stone can you hear my heart beat

Beats through my bones like the memory left me

Not for a second or a minute when I dream

I wanna go home like the home that I keep

You can dig six so sixty six feet

We can live forever still your misery missed me

Hold this song together with a bottle of whiskey

Look into the mirror at the lines that time drew

Seen 'em painted white in the eyes that shined through

My heart beats heavy in an open chest

And I wanna say goodbye but there's nobody left

I can't believe

That when I breathe

There's something good inside of me

Just one good thing inside

So close to me

That memory

Of that one good thing inside of me

Just one good thing inside of me

I broke it all and I'm put to the test

Put your hand to mine and feel this emptiness

There's no beat in my chest cause there's nothing left

No it ain't goodbye it's a last caress

What's another dream you can hardly sleep

Can you believe bad things only happen to me

God knows one day you will finally see

That scars will heal but we're meant to bleed

Do you realize I would lie for you

Please have my last breath I would die for you

I know I'm no good but my heart beats true

You know I'm gonna fight though I might be scared to lose

You took me in and I f*cked it up again

And if you promise no I won't pretend

Cause in the end we need someone to solve 'em

Nobody can fix me if I'm part of the problem

I can't believe

That when I breathe

There's something good inside of me

Just one good thing inside

So close to me

That memory

Of that one good thing inside of me

Just one good thing inside of me