Becoming

A long time ago I never knew myself

Then the memory

Of shame birthed its gift

No more The small one the weak one the frightened one

Running from beatings deflating

I'm becoming more

Than a man More than you ever were

Driven and burning

To rise beyond Jesus

I'm born again with snakes eyes

Becoming Godsize

I found my life was slipping through my hands Perhaps

Through death my life won't be so bad

I can see you can f**k you inside of you

Staring through

Your eyes Belittle your friends to serve me to suck me

To realize my saving grasp I of suicide

I the unlord

I'm born again with snakes eyes

Becoming Godsize

I'm born again with snakes eyes

Becoming Godsize