beauty (Explicit)

Lyrics by：Colson Baker/Michael Lamar White IV/SlimXx/Charlie Handsome/BazeXx

Let go so let go jump in

Oh well whatcha waiting for

It's alright

'Cause there's beauty in the breakdown

4 am I'm noddin' off

Noddin' off

Hope this wasn't fentanyl

Beauty in the breakdown

Hide behind this camouflage

Breakdown

It's always my ******* fault

But I don't wanna let go so let go let go

Jump in

Oh well whatcha waiting for

I'm never gonna let go let go

'Cause there's beauty in the breakdown

I'm suffering from boredom in suburbia uh

I need a hit of euphoria uh

I'm stuck in disturbia

I got this pain in my gut like a hernia uh

I got the jitters they worryin' yeah

I don't take out

I just order in uh

'Cross the arizona border

And ship across the sand like the mandalorian psh

Twenty one days clean yeah that won't break a habit

Twenty two days later I'm a

******* addict ah

Lost a real one so I went and got him tatted

Can't eat can't sleep life doesn't matter yeah

Cultivated in the seven layers

'Cause my family's cursed for seven generations

In the numerology I'm here to break it

But the voice inside of me won't entertain

There's a part of me that stopped embracing

Any memories so I'm tryin' to erase them

The medicine doin' damage to my brain

'Cause the pain is too present I'm tryin' to be vacant

Uppers and downers are keepin' me up until

4 am I'm noddin' off

Noddin' of

Breakdown

Hope this wasn't fentanyl

Beauty in the breakdown

Hide behind this camouflage

Beauty in the breakdown

It's always my ******* fault

Beauty

But I don't wanna let go so let go let go

Jump in

Oh well whatcha waiting for

I'm never gonna let go let go

'Cause there's beauty in the breakdown

Baby I won't let you go yeah

I promise that I see right through the smoke

Lovin' you is not a joke yeah

That's why I laugh at devilish h*es haha

It's not a moment that we had

I won't feel for yeah

Not a moment that we had I wouldn't kill for oh

Not a moment that we had I wasn't built for

Good vibes only that's for sure

That's for sure

I'm a hot boy colder than the snow than the snow

I swear I had to let you know

I can see the crows

Death is down the road road

4 am I'm noddin' off

Noddin' of

Breakdown

Hope this wasn't fentanyl

Beauty in the breakdown

Hide behind this camouflage

Beauty in the breakdown

It's always my ******* fault

Beauty

But I don't wanna let go so let go let go

Jump in

Oh well whatcha waiting for

I'm never gonna let go let go

'Cause there's beauty in the breakdown

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