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Lyrics by：Ariel Bloomer/Shawn Jump

Composed by：Ariel Bloomer/Shawn Jump

Yeah yeah

Yeah yeah

Yeah yeah

Yeah yeah

Come a long way the hard way

And maybe I made it too hard

Been a long fight the wrong kind

That breaks you and leaves you unsure

Been fighting to feel like myself

Not sure that's what I want anymore

Feeling like me is probably the problem

I've had all along

I tell everyone I got better

But what if I'm not

It's hard to face the truth sometimes

It's hard to face the truth

Oh and I tell everyone it gets better

But what if I'm wrong

It's hard to tell the truth sometimes

Am I always gonna just be just be

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Waiting for the storm clouds to clear in my head

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Wondering if this is as good as it gets

Am I always gonna just be just be getting by

Telling myself it's alright

Does it matter how hard I try

Am I always gonna just be just be

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Yeah yeah

I got pages and pages of documentation I keep

Looking for answers and patterns I've hidden in me

Don't need the world in my hands

Think I'd be happy with halfway content

I should grow up and shut up

I'm probably wanting too much

Oh and I tell everyone it gets better

But what if I'm wrong

It's hard to tell the truth sometimes

Am I always gonna just be just be

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Waiting for the storm clouds to clear in my head

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Wondering if this is as good as it gets

Am I always gonna just be just be getting by

Telling myself it's alright

Does it matter how hard I try

Am I always gonna just be just be

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Will I always be waiting

Yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah

And what is it I'm chasing

Yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah

These questions could drive someone crazy

I don't want to spend the rest of my life asking myself

Am I always gonna just be just be

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Waiting for the storm clouds to clear in my head

Background sad background sad

Wondering if this is as good as it gets

Am I always gonna just be just be getting by

Telling myself it's alright

Does it matter how hard I try

Am I always gonna just be just be

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Yeah yeah

Yeah yeah

Yeah yeah