An Unfair Order

Remembrance is all I have left

I need to be proud but I am bereft

Every routes has it's dead end

May this one be mine from

Depths to ascend

Empty months follow each other

Like a night is chasing the day

Intimates surround and bother

But everything just stays the same

Balanced with pain and pleasure

Feeling between life and death

Determined with pills and measure

Killed in an unfair order

Scared to face the dark and blindness

It's worse that I can't hear

In this silence

It's the darkness that I fear

Or that blindness overcomes

There's nothing left to feel

We're empty inside

I can't swallow all your solace

Dying here without the grace

Nothing can help us anymore

There's no task for me to live for

When the sun rises and night has gone

You will know that I am done

I have gone through the shadows

To the deepest place so hollow

Balanced with pain and pleasure

Feeling between life and death

Determined with pills and measure

Killed in an unfair order

Scared to face the dark and blindness

It's worse that I can't hear

In this silence

It's the darkness that I fear

Or that blindness overcomes

There's nothing left to feel

We're empty inside

Empty inside

Empty inside

Empty inside

Scared to face the dark and blindness

It's worse that I can't hear

In this silence

It's the darkness that I fear

Or that blindness overcomes

There's nothing left to feel

We're empty inside

Empty inside

Empty inside

Empty inside