Amnesia

I drove by all the places

We used to hang out getting wasted

I thought about our last kiss

How it felt the way you tasted

And even though your friends tell me

You're doing fine

Are you somewhere feeling lonely

Even though he's right beside you

When he says those words that hurt you

Do you read the ones I wrote you

Sometimes I start to wonder was it just a lie

If what we had was real how could you be fine

Cause I'm not fine at all

I remember the day you told me you were leaving

I remember the make up running down your face

And the dreams you left behind you didn't need them

Like every single wish we ever made

I wish that I could wake up with amnesia

And forget about the stupid little things

Like the way it felt to fall asleep next to you

And the memories I never can escape

Cause I'm not fine at all

The pictures that you sent me

They're still living in my phone

I'll admit I like to see them

I'll admit I feel alone

And all my friends keep asking

Why I'm not around

It hurts to know you're happy yeah

It hurts that you've moved on

It's hard to hear your name

When I haven't seen you in so long

It's like we never happened

Was it just a lie

If what we had was real

How could you be fine

Cause I'm not fine at all

I remember the day you told me you were leaving

I remember the make up running down your face

And the dreams you left behind you didn't need them

Like every single wish we ever made

I wish that I could wake up with amnesia

And forget about the stupid little things

Like the way it felt to fall asleep next to you

And the memories I never can escape

If today I woke up with you right beside me

Like all of this was just some twisted dream

I'd hold you closer than I ever did before

And you'd never slip away

And you'd never hear me say

I remember the day you told me you were leaving

I remember the make up running down your face

And the dreams you left behind you didn't need them

Like every single wish we ever made

I wish that I could wake up with amnesia

And forget about the stupid little things

Like the way it felt to fall asleep next to you

And the memories I never can escape

Cause I'm not fine at all

No I'm really not fine at all

Tell me this is just a dream

Cause I'm really not fine at all