Always Begin (Explicit)

I never wanted to beg for you

I never wanted to ask anyone for their help

I know the one I got

Don't know exactly what I want

I'm just making a fatal mistake from my show

There is a face you'll always make

Whenever you don't believe

And I don't know what I want from you

I can't tell if I lost anything that I need

Always begin before you'd ever prepare

Never think twice about

Nothing will come until you're already there

Never think twice about it all

I never wanted to take from you

Love everything that you wanted me to have safe

I know it wasn't true

Don't know exactly what I want

And I'm just making it way too f**ked up for myself

There is a face you'll always make

Whenever you don't believe

And I don't know what I want from you

I can't tell if I lost anything that I need

Always begin before you'd ever prepare

Never think twice about

Nothing will come until you're already there

Never think twice about

I know a thousand ways to go

Never know

There is no way you'll ever know

Let you know

Always begin before you ever prepare

Never think twice about it all

I made my bed

Though I'll never lie down

I'll change my mind

As often as I please

There are a thousand ways to go

Never know

Let go of everything you know

Give up on everything you think you need

Only way to have every shown

Always begin before you'd ever prepare

Never think twice about

Nothing will come until you're already there

Never think twice about it all