Alive

SLL parks on the board

Real n***as in the booth it's gold

I got Kate out on the keys

It go

It go

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I got strangers in my face begging me to take a picture

Still self centered they can give a f**k 'bout how a n***a feel

B***hes hang around to hang around even when s**t get real

But I ain't left fo' nothing maybe I should ride a different wheel

They using me I'm using them they don't see the angle

Therapeutic I don't even f**k 'em unless it's painful

Why do all these B*****s seem to think they can change Joe

Judge me all ya want I neva claim to be an angel

Patriotic psychotic obsessive compulsive convulsive neurotic

On narcotics searching fo' ya if ya got it

Seeing young blacks getting killed weekly that's a moot fact

If these coppers shoot at me trust me I'mma shoot back

Maybe y'all will pray fo' me

But I don't mean once or even 2ce I mean erry day fo' me

So I'm on my knees there's got to be a betta way fo' me

Open these windows &these do's but demons stay wit me

&baby that's okay wit me

I came in wit my heart what made ya wanna leave

F**k wit my heart &now it's killing me

This be enough 2 make a n***a cry

I wish 'em well until this running dry

They won't eva take me alive

All I eva do is survive

&I know cuz they already tried

It's 2 late cuz I've already died

At least inside they'll neva take me alive

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Lemme get far as f**k away from these n***as

F**k away from these h*es

Where I'm at now its f**k music I don't wanna rap

I don't wanna perform or host

&my father's saying get it together &nothing matters but my health

Hope heaven reserved a section fo' an addict like myself

Watching myself on TV see my knees shaking on that show

Plus the way shorty's life is now I bet she's rethinking that no

She thought she was only saying no 2 marriage

But that no is 2 so much mo' now I can't wait 2 see what her path is

I guess being a wife ain't sound as fun as being a bad b***h

Couldn't deal wit my habits wasn't me tho ya had been catfish

We're speakin' a different language

Showin' ya the signs in Morse Code

Last time a n***a loved two B*****s I lost em both

So she scared try not 2 get emotionally invested

I know God will find a way fo' those emotions 2 get tested

Which is cool maybe not fo' me

Front all ya want in yo heart sumewhere

I know there's a spot fo' me

The sad part is what is vacant now be gone

How I love ya but I hate ya

&all you're doin' is bein' the person that I made ya

From hateful 2 graceful

From rageful 2 grateful

Then God came &snatched that space fo' ya

I tried 2 save it boo

Errythin' I caught myself buildin' 2 that point was made fo' 2

Writin' out the script wish ya would have told me the page was full

But f**k it He knows betta than I

Regret'll subside let's seva the ties

Afta all it's just one less goodbye

I came in wit my heart what made ya wanna leave

F**k wit my heart &now it's killing me

This be enough 2 make a n***a cry

I wish 'em well until this running dry

They won't eva take me alive

All I eva do is survive

&I know cuz they already tried

It's 2 late cuz I've already died

At least inside they'll neva take me alive

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Lemme get far as f**k away from these b***hes f**k away from these h*es

Lemme get far as f**k away from my n***as

Lemme get real close 2 my foes

They telling me that I got to act famous now etcetera

I been regular so I feel like an anus now

See all of this time I've just been treating y'all accordingly

On an even plane like no one is any less or mo' than me

But the Lord agrees he said

Keep playing wit fire if you're Joseph you'll get burned

I hate second guessin' I'll wait 'til the motives get confirmed

Call from the shorty we off that b***h option time

Models sport sum'

All these cities I got 2 tour one all these bottles I got 2 pour one

All these h*es I got 2 call one

Our situation is a tall one what ya gon' do pour or run

So I'm spendin' 40 thousand dollas on a time piece

Help my self esteem &get this s**t up off my mind please

Anybody lookin' fo' me y'all know where 2 find me

I be right up Steinway n***a I ain't playin' hide 'n seek

N***a I ain't playin' hide &seek

Let that liquor induce ya &watch how fast it go

From a couple n***as on a hooka 2 sum' triggas 2 them shooters

Errything that's goin' on is kinda sicker than I'm used 2

I'm just wrestlin' wit sum' snakes ya eva kicked it wit Medusa

Let me get the f**k away from these pills

The f**k away from this drinkin'

Let me get the f**k away outta my way

Let me get far as f**k away from my thinkin'

Till it's betta it's whateva s**t I'm unapologetic

Since all I got is my word n***a tell 'em that I said it

It's Joe

I came in wit my heart what made ya wanna leave

F**k wit my heart &now it's killing me

This be enough 2 make a n***a cry

I wish 'em well until this running dry

They won't eva take me alive

All I eva do is survive

&I know cuz they already tried

It's 2 late cuz I've already died

At least inside they'll neva take me alive

I came in wit my heart what made ya wanna leave

F**k wit my heart &now it's killing me

This be enough 2 make a n***a cry

I wish 'em well until this running dry

They won't eva take me alive

All I eva do is survive

&I know cuz they already tried

It's 2 late cuz I've already died

At least inside they'll neva take me alive