A Suicidal Failure

Sittin in my room with a razor blade

Thinkin all my days are played

As much as my single needs to fade away

Shoot myself in the arm and start bleedin

Don't wanna go yet stick a straw

In my wound and taste my heart beatin

F**kin b**ch left me and I ain't even peaked yet

F**k all that noise playboy this leak's wet

Smoke a bundle to the face lace my brain and neurons

Carvin all my downfalls into my f**kin forearm

Cage snap out of this it's just a girl

It's just the world it's just a life

It's just a rusty rambo knife

Wedged between my ribs scratchin my heart up tonight

I'm gonna pull this sh*t off in front of all my friends

Went swimmin under the brooklyn bridge tryna catch the bends

Didn't swim deep enough my head imploded ten percent

Floated to the surface

The paramedic's like what's this stench

I want everbody to back up he's still alive

I'm a suicidal failure

Look my life's a failure

I can't make it in rap because my birth's an error

Do what I can to catch a quick death

But I'm meant to be here

And that's the f**kin hell I live with

I'm a suicidal failure look my life's a failure

I can't make it in rap because my birth's an error

Do what I can to catch a quick death

But I'm meant to be here and

That's the f**kin hell I live with

Took the phone off the hook

Ate multi colored pills

Washed it down with absolut and started writin out my will

Give my dawg bootlegs ps2 and dc

To my girl who left me when she said

Pick me or pcp

Since I love to smoke I thought it was a joke

Tried to hang myself and I fell free from the rope

Broke both my arms my neck smashed my femur

Got up somehow and limped in front of a beamer

Cracked my rib cage

Look what you did cage you're dying

But I'm not dead yet I'm still trying

Cut my wrist and walked past some crips bleedin red

In hopes that I get shot in the f**kin head

I'm a suicidal failure look my life's a failure

I can't make it in rap because my birth's an error

Do what I can to catch a quick death

But I'm meant to be here

And that's the f**kin hell I live with

I'm a suicidal failure look my life's a failure

I can't make it in rap because my birth's an error

Do what I can to catch a quick death

But I'm meant to be here

And that's the f**kin hell I live with

I drank a bottle of jack

Sniffed three bottles of kitty

In the middle of the freeway walkin to the city

So much pcp I changed my name to watermouth

Pumpin masta ase I walked into a jewish slaughtahouse

Throw myself on the hook now that's the chorus

Got split from my neck to my dick

Now that's what poor is

Hollow man look at all my dangling parts

Dropping to the gutter with a piece of you in my heart

Little piece of sh*t that I couldn't fling from my chest

Should of stayed alive long enough to kill the fag you're with

But right now

My skin is gettin stripped off

Each one of my limbs is ripped off covered in thick sauce

My head hits the conveyer

I'm not thick and a prayer is sick

I'm wacthin a movie at loewe's alone

And you suckin some guy's dick

Six seconds left when I die I'm gonna find her

On some poltergeist sh*t while my face goes through the grinder

I'm a suicidal failure look my life's a failure

I can't make it in rap because my birth's an error

Do what I can to catch a quick death

But I'm meant to be here

And that's the f**kin hell I live with

I'm a suicidal failure look my life's a failure

I can't make it in rap because my birth's an error

Do what I can to catch a quick death

But I'm meant to be here

And that's the f**kin hell I live with