2021 (Explicit)

Lyrics by：Jeremy Rich

Composed by：Jeremy Rich

I don't feel like myself sometimes

I can't find a reason buts it's on my mind

Every time I open up it all comes out

When I'm in your room

Feel like I talk too loud too loud

Study crossed my mind

Am I wasting my time working 9 till 5

Is that better than a debt

For the rest of my life

Will that makeup for the lost time

Will that makeup for our lost time

I've been so damn anxious

Overthinking everything

That comes into my ears

I've been playing games with myself

And I've been trying too hard

And I've been crying too much

I've been waking up early

Feels so ****ty if I waste half my day

Just lying on my phone in bed

There's nothing new to watch

And I'm still crying too much

I don't feel like myself sometimes

I can't find a reason

Buts it's on my mind

Every time I open up it all comes out

When I'm in your room

Feel like I talk too loud

Study crossed my mind

Am I wasting my time working 9 till 5

Is that better than a debt

For the rest of my life

Will that makeup for the lost time

Will that makeup for our lost time

Every time you're in my room

I don't know what to do with you

With you

Struggling to juggle all my

Different personalities

Struggling to find out

Why your friends can't stand me

Sometimes what is right

Ends up being wrong

No matter what I say

You're already out the door

Every time I think too hard

My brain hurts

I'm not as smart as you

My brain still hurts

I own so much f***

But I'm bored as f***

Played every game I own

I'm still bored as f***

And I don't I don't I don't I don't

And I don't feel like

Myself sometimes

I can't find a reason

Buts it's on my mind

Every time I open up it all comes out

When I'm in your room

Feel like I talk too loud

Study crossed my mind

Am I wasting my time working 9 till 5

Is that better than a debt

For the rest of my life

Will that makeup for the lost time

Will that makeup for our lost time

I've been so damn anxious

Overthinking everything

That comes into my ears

I've been playing games with myself

I've been trying too hard

I've been crying too much

I've been waking up early

Feels so ****ty if I waste half my day

Just lying on my phone in bed

There's nothing new to watch

And I'm still crying too much

And I don't feel like

Myself sometimes

I can't find a reason

Buts it's on my mind

Every time I open up it

All comes out

When I'm in your room

Feel like I talk too loud

Study crossed my mind

Am I wasting my time working 9 till 5

Is that better than a debt

For the rest of my life

Will that makeup for the lost time

Will that makeup for our lost time