This is a dream
I hope it is
And I'm drowning in my
Fantasies
Killing everything
Until nothing's left
There's a hell
And here comes a pain
I'm lying down here
No regrets
No more words
Wishing to fucking die already
This is my damn dream
And everything besides it
Isn't real
And there's no hope
That i can finally get rid of it
And everytime
I close my eyes
I swear that i can see this figure
That drawing paintings
With it's knife
On my body
Is this the end
Or it's just a beginning
Of our new life?
Should i move on
Or should i just fall back
While I'm still alive?
Trying to catch my breath
While feeling empty
Fighting with this demon
But still alive
So i will scream
Until everyone will hear
"Go fuck yourself with your damn legislation
And I won't bend a knee
There's no place to hide from it
But in this mud I'm feeling free!"
This is a dream
A fucking dream
But I can't say
Why is this dream so real?
I've made my choices
Leaving no trace of me
That was behind our foes
I'll change my destiny
That's what I've wanted -
Throwing kings off their damn thrones
A new day will come
And our sons
Will never feel this war anymore
That carried away my life
Leaving me with this black hole