This Letter I Write (Explicit) - Verum
Lyrics by:Henry P Vildosola
Composed by:Henry P Vildosola
I was your lover boy
You found another boy
How could you ruin my life
Told me forever
We'd face it together
But now it just feels like a lie
I'm tryna move on but the feelings are strong
If you're reading this letter I write
I just sit in my room with the memories of you
While the moonlight shines in and I kill all the lights yeah
Swiping through texts I been looking for answers that don't even exist
Man this s**t is depressing I ain't learned my lesson
A fairy tale love something I'll never get
When you said it was over a feeling came over me
A feeling came over me
And it hasn't left since
I fell too deep in your love
I been crawling my way back to freedom and finding my sense
Oh yeah and I hate you
All that s**t you would say about how I just needed to grow
I guess it's a phase too
What you going through may be the reason you needed to go
All of my life I been looking for someone
Who love me for me and you fitted the role
Now I'm just sitting here picking up pieces of what used to be
And I feel so alone
Now I finally know
I was your love boy
You found another boy
How could you ruin my life
Told me forever
We'd face it together
But now it just feels like a lie
I'm tryna move on but the feelings are strong
If you're reading this letter I write
I just sit in my room with the memories of you
While the moonlight shines in and I kill all the lights yeah
I'm in denial
I know that it's me
The one that you thinking about when you kiss him
You secretly missing those dreams that we had about
Walking the aisle nah
When you wanna talk who you dial
Whenever you see me I hope you can tell
That I can't even smile cuz of how much I hate you
All that s**t you would say about how I just needed to grow
I guess it's a phase too
What you going through may be the reason you needed to go
All of my life I been looking for someone
Who love me for me and you fitted the role
Now I'm just sitting here picking up pieces of what used to be
And I feel so alone
Now I finally know
I was your lover boy
You found another boy
How could you ruin my life
Told me forever
We'd face it together
But now it just feels like a lie
I'm tryna move on but the feelings are strong
If you're reading this letter I write
I just sit in my room with the memories of you
While the moonlight shines in and I
Now that you're gone
I keep on checking my phone and I'm hoping you texted me back
Ever since we broke up everything that's around me keep falling
I just wanna put it all back
I been stuck in a dark place
And the thought of your face is the only thing bringing me back
But I know the end to this story you left and you're not coming back
You're not coming back
So baby I hate you
All that s**t you would say about how I just needed to grow
I guess it's a phase too
What you going through may be the reason you needed to go
All of those moments we shared I thought you were the one I could trust
It wasn't so
I gotta find me a way to move one
So I'm taking our love and I'm letting it go
Cuz I finally know
I was your lover boy
You found another boy
How could you ruin my life
Told me forever
We'd face it together
But now it just feels like a lie
I'm tryna move on but the feelings are strong
If you're reading this letter I write
I just sit in this room with the memories of you
While the moonlight shines in and I kill all the lights yeah
I was your lover boy
You found another boy
How could you ruin my life
Told me forever
We'd face it together
But now it just feels like a lie
I'm tryna move on but the feelings are strong
If you're reading this letter I write
I just sit in my room with the memories of you
While the moonlight shines in and I kill all the lights yeah
Now that you're gone
Now that you're gone
Now that you're gone