Rex Kitty - The Outside is Raining
词:RK
曲:Else
原曲:Else
I had that bad dream again last night
Everyone love me all left so I cried
I've always been lost so I lie
I lie to people to myself that I died
I am missing in the reality
So I'm hiding in the world I imagined
I use music to protect myself
But I still feel sad and the outside is raining
In the nightmare the sky was so grey
I saw a tombstone in front of me
That's my own grave cuz my name is on it
But I want dig it out saw the person I don't wanna be
When half my vision turned dark
I've never seen so clearly my heart
A voice called my name smile on her rotten face
She's laughing and I just runaway
Every morning I wake up with my demon
It turned to most part of me at some point
Keeping pissed me off that's what it does
I tried to kick it out to relax for a moment
My arms are shackled the chains are so cold
I'm locked in a dungeon no lights come in through the window
People come and talk
No one can get me out
But I still pray somebody bring me a rainbow
The outside is raining
Where I stand is raining
My whole world is raining
There is always raining
The outside is raining
Where I stand is raining
My whole world is raining
There is always raining
S**t I can't do this
I can't I just
God d**n it
Ok Let me tell you a story
There was a boy when his sky turns gray
He was destroyed
It was supposed to be his best age
But dreams are gone
Because he left that place
Then he started headache
Pills like life support it keeps hundreds day
He lost faith
He couldn't even look his friends in the face
Screamed to the girl he loved get out of his way
Pressures from all the ways doubts from his mates
He couldn't wait he tried to runaway
But he always says he's Okay
Even friends knew that's a lie
They never found a better way
Too many mistakes he knew how is that tasted
Finally no one stay he felt betrayed
Until that day the devil came for a trade
Since that day his heart turned to a seed of rage
I'll keep looking for a place where is no pains
Demons behind me its whisper such annoying
Blood on my hands I know it's coming
In the warm house I see angles are laughing
It just a beginning
Satan's hunting
It loves my scar am I still a human being
I think I'm dying stop breathing
Just listen
The outside is raining