Xilo - Aesthetic
I'm f**king broken
They seen me empty
Glasses turn to bottles in my head I'm feeling dizzy
But you never f**king listen gotta jump to your conclusions
I been heading in directions where I end up getting bruises
That's what the truth is
I take the blame
Always getting jaded back around they're all the same
Never wanna hear me I been beaten from the start
I got money
I got pills
And I got a broken heart
F**k the love
I'm needing trust
A kiss could make me stronger but its fixing no one heart
I don't you closer I just need a will to start
Numbing through prescriptions isolation's where I part
So I'm back onto my track
And where my head is going mad
Got a 30m of everything a pill to make me sad
I've seen it
All before and I'm reminiscing back had to take a quick vacation
Just to let the feelings pass
I'm aesthetic
And now I get it
Depression had me f**ked up gotta put it in collection
But no wonder why I'm messed up living past and not the
Present gotta count it on my wrist
Just to catch up here's a present
Gotta love me
Or probably not
You never f**king seen me
In the past those feelings caught
Gotta shut me down
Put me down on 7th block
Back into the prison where'd I'd end up getting shot
I'm f**king broken
They seen me empty
Glasses turn to bottles in my head I'm feeling dizzy
But you never f**king listen gotta jump to your conclusions
I been heading in directions where I end up getting bruises
That's what the truth is
I take the blame
Always getting jaded back around they're all the same
Never wanna hear me I been beaten from the start
I got money
I got pills
And I got a broken heart