Echoes tangle ‘round disorders,
awhile the coils repeat my name,
devious surround and dominate
every last drop of ego, fragile, so hard-won,
know they can get to me, use my secrets on me.
Do I ever wonder how much? How longer?
How many more times indulging my sins?
I hate-adore you, erotic hurt
I hate-adore you, choked desire
Could you? Could you hear me?
Could I? Could I? Could I help you?
Could you? Could you? Could you heal me?
I fall down - up
I fall down. Cure me.
Walk through the wormhole, get the usurped virginity,
Scorn. Pride. Mercy. Collapse. Surface.
Scorn/Pride. Guilt/Mercy. Collapse/Surface. Fall up/down.
Down/up. Up/down. Mania.
I belong to this noise.
Shine. Act. Turn. Burn. Tame this bondage.