The first thing is to allow yourself to say goodbye
and too often we get afraid of endings
and so we don't allow ourselves a goodbye
I walked her home for last time
I hope she would remember
She said she'll always be mine
I hope that means forever
And if you love me
Then why are you so tool face and non-happy
And if you need me
Then why are you so complicated
always shameless always hated never sharing love
Goodbyes are temporary
because no one ever really leaves
and nothing lasts forever
and if you can remember those two things
that people are always with us
because in our hearts and in our memory
and the only thing we can depend on is change
I bet it hurts to read permanence
I used to think on all of this and how you don't
Damn it's hard to find sustenance
when all I have was love for this and now you don't
now I just abuse substances
to drown out your accomplishments, however few