it's raining in
raining inside my head
and soaks it in
all I want is to feel dry
again and let me in
want to see see beyond
this gray shade of me
tear the walls down and
let the sun shine down on me
when I sit talking to myself
there's someone else
there's someone else
that answers all
my questions why
my hope is gone
my hope is gone
and when I'm sitting
punching myself
there's someone else
there's no one else
that stands in my way
and softens my fall
my fall
take a breath
inhale the smell of a life
that could have been
as the tears fall
I remind myself why
I'm here and
how this could go wrong
everything has it's end
but I don't seem to
seem to understand
when I walk talking to myself
there's someone else
there's someone else
that answers all
my questions why
my hope is gone
my hope is gone
and when I'm sitting
punching myself
there's someone else
there's no one else
that stands in my way
and softens my fall
but I want to fall
to get back up
why did you drown
why did you drown
why did you drown