I was trapped in my own prison cell
Couldn't get out any other way
Every night
I tried to find the key for
What's locked up inside of me
When questions running through your head
No answers everything is still
left unsaid still left unsaid
How long will you ever pull through this
How long will it take for me
to relearn how to live
Can we ever live again
I've been controlled
And I had it all
But the only thing
I've been longing for
Is the heart that I can't hold
I've been controlled
And I had it all
But the only thing
I've been longing for
Is the heart that I can't hold
out of the sand
I'm getting worried
that I keep losing track
Running circles
but it's all in my mind
So tell me why is my heart
not dying inside
Looking back to months and months
Spent every single day
Trying to keep up trying to fight
Trying to get away
Am I better off without you
When I believed everything
was working for me
I was worn out besieged
by those who betrayed
I was too blind to see
too scared to leave
I was everything
I never ever wanted to be
I never ever wanted to be
With my head held high
I walked miles for nothing
But still remembered everything is worth something
Every day seemed like it had to be
Put down remembered in history
Every day seemed like it had to be
Put down remembered in history