Lights With A Pen(执笔灯火) - D.I.A403_吴泽圣
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I'm always doubting about myself
About the future the dream
Will it just be a dream
I'm too blind to see
The light is coming but far behind the darkness inside of me
The light please direct me through the dark road ahead
'Cause I'm too close to death
The dusk is coming
Birds don't sing
They leave to search for the place where can breathe
Skyline is twisted
I'm searching for the peace
Not long-last severity
The situation is getting nasty
Where the hell should I be looking for the things I miss
Lights are sparking like the sudden of dripping
Ripple was set off like the city was waken
Falling into night doesn't make it sleep
But the scene in front of me have made me sick
Lust and desire fame and pride love or die
Stories are always stunning
But what about those scenes behind
Tears and crying to survive to give up her life
The feelings inside entwine my mind like vines
Whether we are born to take up grinds
I don't wanna die before I get what I've been chasing
But my sight is vague like opaque un-wiped glasses
Those people joked 'bout me giggled my patience
There must be a reason
No tears left to cry
'Cause I had let it slide
Just pay some more to carry on
Since the day I'd been crazed as you called me so
Words are carven
The vicious spitting
My head is winding
How to keep ones' kindness
Pretending
Fake-smiling
Perfume stinking
Nice s**t without shining
Satisfying their vanity for dirt they would even die-trying
Lights start to off
Off-limits I go outrages
The pain corrodes me roughly hurt off-pages
It swallows me with the day I've been craving
Nothing left but flesh makes me a craven
Be the one or just be the ones
With the one just be their friends
There ain't gon' be no self-respect
Be off the road
Nights are gorgeous and charming
It attracts me
With its beauty it seduces me
A prostitute for life or a martyr for a goddamn second
A war without guns and fire is on
A warrior's in the battle with no weapon and arm
Bleak lights with the pen tears are drying
I'm asking
How far can I get off from that s**t
No tears left to cry
'Cause I had let it slide
Just pay some more to carry on
Since the day I'd been crazed as you called me so
The lights are merely gone
I'm frustrated
In the darkness my sense is devastated
Since the day I've been regarded as crazy
At the last moment the faith seems worthless
They surround me staring at me
Searching on me there's something that they've been needing on me
They lay me down on the slab
And then seems unreal
The light is coming and it shines on me
No more story
I say to myself
Hope is free
Withstanding the pain my bones ain't bended
The path is glowing unexpectedly waiting for me
The aura of mud and viola is really flowing
Sun is illuminating
To me it's resurrecting
The path is paved with the brand new beginning
It's hard to see the sea
But if I want I will be running on it to the beach
Joy is free without critics and blaming
The night is still coming and I'm the one who will keep fighting
Life ain't nothing but a trouble-machine
Fix it and carry it's hard and heavy
Talk that talk their words ain't even worth a penny
The path is safe and clear but we cannot have it
F**k the day and night
Struggle ain't even divided
Stopping being so self-pity
F**k you and your brittle spirits
Take the pen with the lights 'write your continued story
Life is always hard
We will keep stumbling and falling and get up
However there are always some people try to drag you down
Standing-up is the tough road ahead
And what you need is moving forward even crawling
Cause the light will come and you will be the shining one