I don't check my phone in the morning
I don't need to know what's going on
up in the sky another hurricane is forming
and soon enough we'll all be gone
so I don't check my phone in the morning
I know everything its gonna say
another wildfire out in california
while they write songs about the rain
and everyday it's repeating
I'am getting too numb to feel it
am I old before my time
and you know I believe it
if you think I sound conceited
it just feels so crowded in my mind
I guess I got tired of performing
tired of singing all the same songs
of looking out at all those faces there before me,wondering
why they look to me at all
cause I don't have the answer that they wanted
I can't say that it'll all be fine
that we'll just all keep walking on and on and on
until the clouds fall out the sky
I hate it, delete it
but at the same time I need it
it feels so crowded in my mind
you know I'm tired, depleted
too young to feel this defeated
I guess I'm old before my time
I've stil got the cigarettes you bought me
but I can't bear to smoke them now
you might have been the only one who ever called me
cause now there's no one left around
so I don't check my phone in the morning
I just try to think of what you're say
and that breakfast in Manhattan while you told me
that nothing good gets away
that nothing good gets away