I never wanna be that kid poppin' like god ain't watchin'
I never wanna be that kid caught robbin' all your wallets
I never wanna end up dead on the news
Win or loose this here's a truce
Cause I never wanted to choose
I never wanted winter to creep up on us
But as the sun sets I know it's upon us a new dawn is among us
I never wanted but I got it and I can't stop it
I never never ever would've thought
My minds been covered with cobwebs, Footsteps of spider silk I pray my soul will never wilt
From the overbearing guilt my worlds tilted
I never wanna have baby mama drama cause I pray I'd man up that day
I never wanna say,
I have nothing to say
I never wanna see the light of day
I never wanna deal with bad karma may god Watch him find the light within him
I never wanted
I never wanted
I never never never
I'll catch your soul with spider silk
Till your bones crack and wilt
Look at all the blood you've spilt
Tell me was it worth it
Did it have a purpose far beyond the surface
Now your feeling worthless
An empty thermos
You've earned it
I never wanna be cold hearted what most of you call it is real honesty
I love most of you but yall take advantage of me see
I never wanted to be the asshole you made me out to be
I never wanted to be painted as the villain
I never wanted to get caught in spider silk
Stronger than battleships delicate to
fingertips
I never wanted to grow up around the gossip I pray they drop it
I never wanted to be out in public spotted
So I stay tucked away heavily guarded
Often regarded as a target still I live on
I never wanted to sell shit out of a socket
to secure paper into my pocket
I never wanted to talk more to my dearly departed our bond was to solid
I never wanted to cry one more hug goodbye
I never wanted for feelings to be spared the feelings will eventually repair
I never wanted to be spared
I'll catch your soul with spider silk
Till your bones crack and wilt
Look at all the blood you've spilt
Tell me was it worth it
Did it have a purpose far beyond the surface
Now your feeling worthless
An empty thermos
You've earned it
I never wanted to have to regret my words
I never wanted for the truth to hurt
I never wanted to never want no more this feelings uncomfortable
I never wanted to die looking into my mothers eyes
I never wanted to be promoted into a conversation about college confirmation
Make a fuckin' observation
I never wanted fuck what I wanted winters upon us its winners and loser alike
Yeah I never wanted this life where I sit in silence and cry wondering why I can't sleep at night
I never wanted to be alive
Fuck my feelings I'm high as the ceiling Contemplating if life is worth livin'
I never wanted to make it to thanksgiving
Its hard admitting these feelings
I never wanted you to know my business
I never wanted to hurt you with my admissions
But I'm ambitious it's a sickness I get it