I Hate New Years (Explicit) - Sik World
Lyrics by:jonathon quiles
Composed by:jonathon quiles
It's January 1st 2021
And I'm in my feelings
And I just wanna rap
F**k a hook
Yeah
Why do I feel like I'm depressed
I feel like my whole life is a mother f**king stress
Sometimes I see the news and wish that I could die next
It's a crippling feeling that most could never digest
Every January 1st I don't wanna wake up
That's the day I met this girl who totally f**ked me up
Mentally the PTSD's hurt and all of it sucks
It left a hole chest that money can't cover up
Was never enough I felt it deep in my bones
Always feeling disconnected always glued my phone
Tired of fakes friends
I cut them off so now I'm alone
They don't love me for me
They only love me 'cause I'm known
I got fans who support me and wanna see me win
But I feel like a loser
I'm a need a bottle of Gin
I made a million dollars but there's nothing to give
If there's God tell me where has he been
I been searching for real
Every new years I get in my feels
'Cause I hate the way that I f**king feel
I got scars that don't heal
It's a new year but it's the same pain in my heart
And that's a hurt that's gon' stick with me still
I wonder if real love is something that I can find
In a world full a fakes who keep wasting my time
I been questioning my faith
And I'm losing my mind
If God is real then show me sign