Sleeping awake and awake
When I'm sleeping
And I've got a dry kind of thirst,
When drenched
On sunny days,
All I can see is a shadow
And I'm not above being under
And I'm at the brink though I know
That I'm empty
And I always hide
When it's my turn to seek
My only belief
Is not to have faith
In believing
Before I begin, I'm over
Disconnected
Broken off again
When I'm only not lonely
When I'm lonely by myself
Disconnected
Numb in pain again,
I always backtracked forward
'Cause all in all,
I'm disconnected
Quietly loud while noisily silent
Keep holding my breath
While I'm trying to breathe
Swimming against all of the waves
And the rapids
I only win when I'm losing
Disconnected
Broken off again
When I'm only not lonely
When I'm lonely by myself
Disconnected
Numb in pain again,
I always backtracked forward
'Cause all in all,
I'm disconnected
I just wanna live my life sedated
'Cause I love driving myself away
Disfunctionally sane,
Don't give a damn
I can't comprehend
What I'll understand, disconnected
Broken off again
When I'm only not lonely
When I'm lonely by myself
Numb in pain again,
I always backtracked forward
'Cause all in all,
I'm disconnected
Broken off again
When I'm only not lonely
When I'm lonely by myself
Disconnected
Numb in pain again,
I always backtracked forward
'Cause all in all,
I'm disconnected