Forever Feel - The Specktators
I grew up with some brothers
We'd always talk about getting the money
One way or another
Then split it up with each other
We were the **** back then
It would never change right
One of us would get a break
And we'd get everything right
Not so fast time p***ed and we skated by
Weekdays skipped cl*** weekends faded
Wow people got jobs
Got bread got graded high
I was rapping in a city
No rapper had made it out
I decided I'm do it
Took a year went MIA
Music started doing numbers
I was seeing better days
We were hitting milestones quicker than expected
My team was killing it
You couldn't accept it
Why though You'd always acted
Like we'd hit the lotto
I was looking like the ticket
You had too much pride to follow
I tried to tell you
This was everything we'd hoped for
I wasn't gonna beg you so
I had to close the door
You coulda made it with me
We coulda had it all
I let you take your time
I swear I waited for y'all
You never got it though
Maybe you never will
Now It's time for me to go
And see how forever feel
It's real now
I'm be a big deal now
Same vision but the view is looking surreal now
Nobody left behind you chose to stay
You can hide the past but it never goes away
You were busy living
I was on a mission
Couple times I tried to talk
You acted like you listened
Then it came time to act
You always came up missing
Not really surprised though
I was never one to get the love
From other suckers I know
All I did is **** around
Become the hardest act to follow in my city
Kicking dudes up off the stage like
It's Apollo in my city
Couple years of disrespect
Got me hollow in my city
But that's only for a few
You gotta think It's probably you
Ahh damn you prolly thought
I wouldn't break through huh man
Now everyday you look more
And more like a fan
I never understood the hate but I hate it
Now even when I get love I feel like
It's late we so underrated
I'm tryna beat the system
When nobody thinks you can
Until you do it then they listen
Then they come around
When they aingt got no pot to piss in
And they see you winning off of
**** you did for kicks in the beginning
They don't see behind the scenes
They ignore you until
They see you living dreams
Man you saw me everyday
Guess you ain't see anything damn
You coulda made it with me
We coulda had it all
I let you take your time
I swear I waited for y'all
You never got it though
Maybe you never will
Now It's time for me to go
And see how forever feel
It's real now
I'm be a big deal now
Same vision but the view is
Looking surreal now
Nobody left behind you chose to stay
You can hide the past but it never goes away
I guess it is what it is
My motivation is this
To make them hear me till
The ignorance is piss
Like when all your friends came to the house
You thought you were the man
Until you heard they all got
My name in they're mouth
It's coming full circle for me
Now I'm gone buy you can't escape me
I've been fast-laning on them with
No belt for the safety
I'm so made for this ****
I swear I slaved for this ****
Mention me with legends or
I won't be okay with this ****
Because I lost it all for the chase
No guarantee I'm make it
But this is where they separate real
From the ones that fake it
So adios to my quote-on-quote competition
I'm moving up
Talking about your hopes and dreams
But you don't do enough
Say you'd kill for my spot word
Would you die for it
Yeah That's a flat lie
Me I'd flatline for it
Don't be surprised if I don't recognize you
When you come to me
Telling me you finally opened your eyes
By then I'll be long gone
You could have made it with me
Yeah by then I'll be long gone
You could have made it with me
Now you're just the words to a song